Poem- “Panic”

I write this as I cry because death does not scare me,
Though as the feeling of numbness takes over my body again I can’t help but panic,
Not because I don’t want to leave loved ones behind,
Not because I’m scared of who stands behind the black glass doors of temptation,
No its far worse then that,
It has nothing to do with the tears that will be shed at my funeral,
Or the pleas of my nieces and nephews when they knock on my bedroom door and I don’t respond,
No it’s none of that.

It’s quite simple.

I’m failing as a blogger….again

I’m about to rant a little!


*This will be a very short post                                

* I swear a little

Gaining weight the right way!

Hello beautiful people, long time no see!!

I know it’s been a long time since I last posted but time seems to be something that I don’t have anymore, anyway as you can tell from the title of this blog I am going to give you magical tips and tricks to gaining weight the healthy way.

So are you ready to gain weight?

No equipment? No worries!

Bonjour everyone.

It has been a very interesting week, I have had 3 classes cancelled and my teachers have been moving us into different classrooms for no reason mid lecture:/ on top of that I cannot for the life of me figure out what I want my Instagram to look like ;/

Anyway this post is not about me, it’s about those of you who don’t have equipment at home to work out. A lot of people believe they need weights to actually work out BUT YA DON’T!!

Activities to do in London

welcome back to my blog beautiful,

If you’ve read the about me page you’ll know that I was born and raised in London, England. I know a lot of people travel around the world to come to London  to see the sites and indulge in our culture. well I am all about a good list therefore I have conducted one of 5 free activities for families (I may do one just for adults soon).

First I would like to give you some friendly advice:

Chicken and prawn Yaki soba

Welcome back beautiful people.

As some of you know I Looove food, if you don’t know just check out my Instagram 😉In this post I’m going to show you one of my favourite dishes from Wagamama. The wonderful “chicken and prawn Yaki soba”. This dish is super easy and straight forward to make, so Let’s getting straight into it.

What to wear and how to wear it: Job Interview

Coming into the New Year some of us have new resolutions which may involve leaving past jobs and starting a new one. For me, it was starting this blog.

In this post I am going to present you with ideas for how you should dress when attending a job interview, I will also give you tips on how to appear confident even if you feel like you’re dying inside. So let’s get straight to it.

Quick Tip: Research your potential new job and check out how others dress, are they formal? Informal? Do the employees wear flared trousers or straight cut ones? Colourful or simply black and white?